The Awkward Lover

This conversation took place between God and I, around October 2018..

 It was a late Friday evening, I was tired and ready to go bed, as I had to be up early and prepare for our Shabbat Fellowship (church group), as the subject was going to be on love. As I sat on the sofa, I took a moment to be still and reflect on my day and life in general and speaking to God in word and in thought…Then I began seeing something. It wasn't clear at first.

  “What am I seeing here Lord? Who is this person with their back towards me?…

 I saw a beautiful person in front of me, with her back towards me, I was reaching out, and had my hand placed on her shoulder, willing her gently and waiting patiently for her to turn around to receive my love, my unconditional love, healing and protection. In this vision that took place in front of me, I could see she was holding onto her darkness and pain, and in result, her becoming isolated and even awkward towards me. But there was I, who was looking beyond all of this and was waiting for her to receive my goodness, where soul meets soul, face to face and brings about true healing, intimacy and victory.

 …Again I asked the Lord, “Who is this person with their back towards me?”

 I heard His voice in my inner being, He replied, “That person represents you. And I AM the one who is behind you reaching out to you, waiting for you to turnaround.”

“You are the awkward lover, you have become like this because of past pains, and it has isolated you from receiving true love and healing. But I AM the one who waits in patience and longs for you to turn around, to embrace you, and for you to receive my unconditional love and healing. To be set free…

When you love somebody unconditionally, you see beyond all the flaws, because love overcomes.

Open and receive My healing and Love for you.”

 I was left speechless and in awe from His word!

 Love-Gods love truly covers a multitude of sins. Let us turn around and face Him, receive Him, and be made whole.

 I want to encourage ALL, what ever has happened, past and present, we all have been through something painful in life, it's not easy, I understand. But you don’t have to hold onto this pain and hurt. It holds you in prison, and you don’t deserve to be there, that is not your place to reside for any longer. There is a God who cares, and He’s waiting for you to face Him, so He can set you free. Nothing is too far gone or beyond restoration with God for life. He will turn your ashes into beauty. He has nothing, but unconditional love and salvation for you. You will experience healing and restoration and you will start to live again!…come to Yeshua-Jesus

For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39